Ever since I was small, I hated myself. I also hated glass,mirrors, and just about anything else that cast a reflection.My life I thought was just as ugly and complicated. It was family oriented. I was never popular.As a matter fact it led up to me losing just about everything. Friends,family, and the little securities life offers most people as it starts.Where swiftly taken away from me as a late teenager. Because I was a girl forcing my self to fit in as a man. until I just couldn’t take it any more.I planned to kill myself.I tried at-least 8 times until i realized being my self is a whole lot less violent.
Well that is what I thought until the entire world made it it’s very mission to prove me wrong.
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“Because I was a girl forcing myself to fit in as a man” is how i have felt since i was 5. i am 58 now. i have helped my wife have 4 children and as each were born it hurt because i couldn’t be the one to birth my babies, to be a mother so can truly understand how you hurt. Please know that you aren’t alone (((((((((((((((((((((hug)))))))))))))))))))))
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Thanks. It makes me happy to know I’m not alone in this.
I hope you made your dream comes true. You deserve to be happy.
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